Yeah Mate

 Yeah mate, sometimes life sucks!

So many times I've tried, to change the way I do things. Mistake over mistake, thinking again, what's happening to me?

I want to come here to write my note, to my inner self, to a future version of me, nothing works no more, not as the way they did before, but that's ok you know, 'cause you're probably overthinking, overreacting, overexpecting, overwhelmed, when everything around is about to blow.

"Fuck the System" you used to say, now being a crucial part of it, what are you gonna' tell your sons? The truth and no more, the have to keep their eyes open.

Not a pretender, not a superficial, not a liar; there are vices on me, I'm a sinner, bad decisions, continous nightmares, human feelings, fastidious thoughts, mental despair.